I am crying myself to sleep tonight.

I think I try too hard;
• to be someone I am not
• to impress
• to get attention

I lost my identity. Help, I'm having an identity crisis...?

I wanna be;
• more friendly
• more socialable
• more likable

I tried to change, I thought I had made friend with my classmates, I thought it was good enough; but we need more relations, it's essential. At least, to me, it is. It sucks being alone, seeing everyone around me being mutual, and I, alone.

Help me, Father Lord. Please help me.